I ache to be home.
With my babies.
I know it's where I need to be.
For a very long time.
Like, for the next 25 years, minimum.
I know I need to be painting.
so I've come to the realization
that I need ot start taking this fun
thing that I love so much,
this art thing,
Start taking myself a little
as an artist.
as a business owner.
weird to say. scary to think.
even more scary to act on and announce.
but I know where I need to be.
It's here. At home,
making a home
for my little guys.
So it's not about me and my art any more.
It's not about my fears and my doubts
It's about my boys and my husband and my family.
It's about living the life I want to live.
Not really sure how it's all gonna work.
But I know I have to try.