The Parable of the Talents
Matthew 25 (For the whole story see yesterday's post)
It's amazing to me that I've read and reread the book of Matthew and I've just kind of skipped over this parable...
just floated through it.
21 years into my faith,
the Lord is opening my eyes to things
I've never seen before...
this love letter written for me,
and coming to know my Lord in a different way...
Walking into a new understanding
of my createdness
of my creativeness
and the gift
that it is.
While I was walking today I realized something about the "talents" or "gifts" we are given. It seems so obvious that it's almost embarrassing, but here is today's epiphany...
Guess what... are you ready...
It's not about me.
No, I'm not kidding.
Yes, I'm still learning this.
How long has God been trying to hammer this into my head?
Let me explain.
It just dawned on me
the gifts that the Lord gives us
aren't for us at all.
the point of a gift is to give it away.
the point of being entrusted with a gift
is for us to give it away
(more on the whole trust word tomorrow,
because that'sa whole nother aspect of this story.
My point is,
my creativity and my art is not for me.
yes, it brings me joy.
yes, it makes me feel like I'm flying.
yes, it gives me eternal glimpses of my creator.
yes, it does so many things that I can't begin to put into words,
but it's not for me.
It's for God's glory.
I just need to get out of the way.
and enjoy the ride.