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Showing posts with label 35 Things. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 35 Things. Show all posts

Saturday, December 31

Stuff I really did do in 2011.

Looking at my 35 things list from last year
my first thought is...


What in the hell was I thinking?
What is wrong with the chick who wrote this?!?!?

Seriously.
I seriously need to start living in reality.
{At least partially.}
and here's why:


1. Have a baby.
And the list should stop right there. 

Okay, maybe include one more:
2. Try to survive.

but no.
I casually included
and "hike with my boys" in the same breath.
whaaaaa?!?!?

as if having a baby and going on a hike are in the same realm.
as if adding another human being to the planet
would not turn our entire known world upside down in the best possible way

and also. I'll let you in on a little secret:
I'm not even a hiker.
I wouldn't even know where to go if I wanted to go.
which I don't. want to go hiking.
because I'm not a hiker.

I love the idea of me saying
"Come on two month old baby and 
extremely bitter, barely potty trained, 3 year old"
"Let's go hiking!" 
But reality?
uh uh.

So, I'm not going to beat myself up about all of the hikes I didn't take.
Or apple picking excursions we didn't go on.

I'm simply going to create a new list.
A list to celebrate the things I did do.
And then I'm gonna say
Wow.
Yay me. 

35 Things {I actually did do} in 2011

1. Have a baby.
STOP.
{yes, I'm yelling at you.
jumping up and down, with my hands waving}
That can fill up all 35 spaces right there.
Let us pause for a moment to acknowledge this big deal.

Okay let's go...

2. Survived.
hooray.
We made it through the first 6 months with baby #2.

3.Worked full time through pregnancy.
{and I did a damn good job.
of course it helps that I have the best job ever.}

4. Potty trained a very strong-willed child.

5. Took a liking to turquoise and orange.
hmmm.

6. Was a vendor at the Queen Bee market.

8. Made and gave Chex Mix to my neighbors!

10. Started preschool.
Okay, not me.
But it felt like it was me,
 so I'm proud of myself.

11. Threw away all of my maternity clothes.
{Yahoo!}

12. Became addicted to Pinterest.

13. Received a commission from Sharp Hospital
for original art work, which made me feel like a real artist.

14. Decided {once and for all}
I hate doing them in the worst possible way.
And I will never put myself through that again.

15. Gave up trying to figure out Photoshop &
discovered my beloved Picnik.

16. Fell in love. Again.

17. I had my lettering exemplar published
in Somerset.

18. Found a great counselor.
{Hallelujah}

19. Helped orphans.
{As part of a fundraiser for the
Sparrow Fund and little Sergey & Xander.}

21. Learned a ton about how to run
my etsy shop from their online labs videos.

22. Bought this book and read it cover to cover because I so admire her work.

23. My Christmas Angels were published in
Cloth Paper Scissors for the first time
{so, so exciting}

24. Got a king sized bed.
{heaven}

25. Got to be a part of Creative Book Club.

26. Played hours of cars and trains and concert shows.

27. Survived hours of Yo Gabba Gabba.

28. Painted.

I can't think of any more right now,
but I know there's more.

The point is
even though I didn't go hiking,
I did a lot of stuff this in 2011.
So I'm going to celebrate the stuff I did do.
The life I did live.
and not get all grumpy and hard on
myself about the silly stuff I didn't do.

I think you should do the same.
I hope you do.
I hope you take a little time to celebrate the
life you've chosen to live this year.
Let me know if you do and I'll link you up.
Happy, happy new year to you, my friend.

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Tuesday, February 22

35 Things & Cravings


3. Video Jack’s Johnny Cash routine
Jack has been obsessed with Johnny Cash
ever since my dad showed him
You Tube videos at 18 months.
He wouldn't watch anything else.
Of course every time I turned on the 
video camera he clammed up.
But I finally got him.


I had visions of black jeans, cowboy boots & hat
and a starched collared shirt,
but I was happy to get this version.


I have been loving being awake &
 functional in my 2nd trimester.
I'm in mellow, blissful, pregnancyland.
I didn't even realize it until my friend at school said,
"you're so pregnant right now."


And I can actually do some life & get some painting in.
I have been craving studio time.
Now that I'm painting again,
I just want to paint and paint and paint.


It's a good thing I have to family and work and sleep
because I can totally see myself dropping out of society
and forgetting all personal hygiene to
paint and paint for days and weeks on end.
Okay, so I'm a little extreme.
Do you ever feel like that?


Tuesday, January 18

Expectations & Surrender

My word for the year is surrender.

Honey Boo (I love this shop!)

And it's painful.
I didn't pick it.
It' picked me.

But I'm finding,
as a good friend pointed out,
that I'm having a tough time loving the life I have
because all of these expectations keep getting in the way.


So even though I have really great stuff,
it's not the stuff in my head.
it's different.

and I'm finding that my biggest struggle
is letting go of the expectations
I've clung to for so long
so that I can
embrace
and love
and fully enjoy
reality.


(Oh my. Check out this shop. Love her.)
not some made up version of life
that doesn't exist...


dhunting

and it's hitting me from all sides.
everywhere I turn I find it's a
letting go.
laying down.
surrender.
lovelysweetwilliam

and as painful as it is
there is freedom in it.




Sunday, January 9

35 Things


I finally finished my list for the year.


As you can see I chose the word surrender.


Not because I wanted to,
but because it keeps coming up


over and over.
In all areas of life.


Art. 
Work.
Parenting.
Marriage.
Everywhere.


So I thought I should listen.


I love making these lists.


I love new beginnings.


Even though life can get so busy and rushed.
I can go through the year without really doing what I want to do.
Without living how I want to live.


Just making this list
reminds me to live with intention.


It reminds me of who I am and how I want to live.
Even when life gets busy.


I know that I won't get every little thing crossed off.
That's not the point.
The point is to remember to have fun.
And to live the life I really want to live.

35 Things in 2011
1. Have a baby.

2. Download music I love.

3 Video Jack’s Johnny Cash routine.

4 Hike with my boys.

5 Make photo books for Jack.

6 Make art with fabric & paint & my sewing machine.

7.A weekend away with my husband.

8 Serve & give in some way.

9. Cut a stamp.

10. Sleep in a tent with Jack

11. Make art: cloth flowers on wood

12. Make an advent calendar

13. Make Christmas ornaments

14. Teach adults

15. Make a new studio

16. Make caramel apples.

17. Host a craft night with friends.

18. Go apple picking with Jack.

19. Participate in an artist swap.

20. Complete a 10k

21. Take a photoshop class

22. Watch a documentary on an artist.

23. Go on a retreat.

24. See a play.

25. Update blog/logo/button/banner, etc.

26. Memorize favorite verses

27. Go to the Rose Bowl Flea Market

28. Make a banner for the house.

29.. Give something to our neighbors.

30. Start/work on. Complete an Art Journal

31. Make art: heart series.

32. Get art into a gallery.

33. Make scrabble pendants.

34. Be a good friend.

35. Reread Life of the Beloved.